何维健-今天过去

我们多么 用心

说再见都 保持冷静

微笑着分手 没有人哭泣

我们都没 逃避

时间给爱的 难题

不论交给谁 都无法处理oh

今天过去 我是我 你是你

以后 就没有权利 多给你关心

再舍不得 太爱你 才忍心放弃

这是对的 决定 请勇敢飞行

你要的幸福 不在我这里

我可以 独自把梦 延续

还是一样 上班来不及

还是一样 看夜场电影

我的生活 依然规律

仿佛忘记 你已离去

还是一样 城市太拥挤

还是一样 多变的天气

你的生活 是否顺心

有没有人 走进你生命

相爱到最后 我们变成朋友

不见面 没联络 像路人的朋友

想念让人失落 也不能说出口

某个路口 曾经与你 擦肩而过

不打扰的温柔 是我唯一能做

因为 你还相信爱情 真的觉得感动

我会在这里 再守候

默默看着你 再心动 不寂寞

是否你也和我相恋过

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每次见到你，心里都感到很高兴。

但却无法呈现在脸上。

虽然不能在一起，

只好默默看着你，再心动，不寂寞。

今天过去，我还是我，你还是你。

虽然不能在一起，我的生活，依然规律。

你伤心，你可以来找我，

我会在这里，在守候。

神木與瞳 - BE YOUR LOVE

過完這個冬天

少了一個人陪

把自己關在房間

裹上棉被 寂寞一點

當做妳還在身邊

還在身邊

I Wanna Be Your Love

Be Your Love

All I Wanna Be Your Love

Be Your Love

為什麼妳能夠

捨得選擇離開

諷刺的牽起的手

和放開的手

是同一雙手

是握不住妳的手 妳的手

I Wanna Be Your Love

Be Your Love

All I Wanna Be Your Love

Be Your Love

I Wanna Be Your Love

Be Your Love

All I Wanna Be Your Love

Be Your Love

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每当见到你，都很想对你说我想你。

见到你一人坐在一旁，很想坐在你身旁陪伴你。

每当看到你，我都很想对你说


All i just wanna be ur love~

星航记- 新电脑音响

上个礼拜，用了3年多的电脑音响无端端 “pop”一声坏掉后， 到今天才买了一新的。

前几天本来想买了，看了eddifire 的音响。。式了两款都觉得没什么满意。。只好先暂定下第二款，价钱为RM299 。。 第一款的声音很差。。而第二款也没好到哪里。。过后，只好在拖多几天在来。。等祥龙回来有车在来买。

今天，终于等到祥龙得空了，便催他载我到Pc world 电脑点买。他建议我买 Altec Langsing 的。这款的音响我也有想过，但是2个因素然我很忧郁：

（一） Woffer 太大架了，以后要带回很麻烦。

（二）Woffer声太够力，会搞掉歌声。

但是，今天到会PcWorld 看了之前看的，感觉真得很不Dim。 过后只好到Stygics 看。那儿都是Sonic Gear 款的。。和我坏掉的那款一样。这种的好过Eddifire，不过很容易爆声。

过后没办法，只好问店员有没有 Altec Lansing 的。。。妈的，Stygics 真得的 “怪栏”竟然不给试，要给钱后才给试。在没选择的情况下只好买了带回家试。好彩没问题。。。本人其实很讨厌到 Stygics 买东西。。因为那里的店员招待客人的态度非常差。。。常常无视客人的要求，还要客人就等。另外一些店员也很傲慢。至于要客人等很久才招待外，其实他们不是不够店员。而是一些店员不懂在做什么东东。

记得有一次我要买 printer 的 ink。等了很久才来招待我。那还不用经，那个店员对我说我要的款式没了，要到楼上货舱拿。我只好再等。。 那里懂，等呀等。。还没看到那个人的踪影，已经不耐烦的我只好到别间去。但我要走出店门时，竟然看到那位店员和其他店员闲聊。那时，我更加生气，头上三把火！！！决定没有比不得以就不去那里买东西。

Haiz， 算了。。事情已经过了就不想再提了。。希望他们快快倒闭。。（很想他会倒闭，不过没办法 :P）

星航记- Im Back

Long time no update my blog jor.. this few week very busy until no time to write any things and tired..

This few weeks im busy with my course subject event.... International Business Event about the "price hike fenomena". While, its finally finish d.. This event really wasting me a lot of time due to NOOB Highcom.. Most of them i think never join or organize and event b4.. They really NOOB and like to waste a lot of time..

Somore, some of the Highcom and their gangs attitude are really suck and sellfish. They just want their part to be success and done well infront of lec but dont want to help other group. At the end.. they make the event really... i have no worlds to describe .. but then event can success organize and finish.. its really an mission impossible to us.. every of us spend a lot of time spen a lot of time to help those NOOB highcom.

Luckly its finally end.. now just waiting to write and report and claim my mney.. Hopefully every things will will turn right back.. In this event i meet a lot of new crazy friends.. They are nice and like to help each other.. one worlds.. Thnx guys..

On last friday (29/8/08) i went watch movie with Ah Yeah... we watch the money not enough 2, a singapore movie.. This movie are not like the 1st one.. it dont have many funny scean anymore.. mosty are sad scean... It show how money is importance in this really world nowadays and how a person secrified to help he/her families.. So gang dong...

Yesterday night.. i follow ah yeah, da qiang, manggo, ke ren, and the other go bunga raya there to eat.. there got famose sea food xiao chi and a small lorong there... although it look not so clean, but many ppl go there to eat.. It is a spcial small stall...we have to sit at a short "teng zhi" and enjoy our meal.. Somemore its quit cheap also..

After that, we go to kota laksamana to have a drink.. Zha dao, they really "big eat"....However, go out with them im such like a outsider.. cos i dono wat they discussing about and they are keep loughing on their joke... haha.. but they rally a funny guys and girls..

Wel, stop at here la.. dono want to write what.. want to criticise the IB event and highcom also no mood.. wait until i got mood just write la...

星航记- 雨

雨
轻轻的滴在我的都上。

我抬头望着乌黑的云，
慢慢的加快脚步。

一滴一滴的水珠快速的从空中而降，
滴湿了我矮小的身影。


湿透的我，
凡佛成了堕落的小矮人，
一个人站在迷蒙的路上。

我，
望着空中的乌云，
迷迷糊糊的思考，
天，为什么在哭，
何时才会停，
不再淋湿我的身影。

在我望着天空的时候，
一个黑影从我后身靠近，
拿着把大伞，
慢慢的靠近我的身边。

她面着我，
轻微的对我微笑。
轻声地说“一起走吧”。

我微笑轻轻的点头，
慢慢的牵着她的小手，
一步一步地和她走向未来。

星航记- 云。彩

一个间简单单的草屋，
在一个淡淡的草原上，
坐着一个小孩，
一个人望着蓝蓝的天空。。。

云~
一朵一朵在蓝蓝的空中漂浮，
形成一样样的图形，
慢慢的随风而飘。。

他~
看着哪白色的蜻蜓，
在空中望了前进。。。

它~
仿佛在和我微笑，
和我招手。。

突然~
周围慢慢的吹起大风，
哪微笑的白色蜻蜓，
慢慢的疏远，
形成一团团的乌云。。

暖暖飘落的枫叶~
随着大风起舞，
在空中慢慢的飘璇。。
随着雷声的共鸣~

雨点，
慢慢的从空中飘逸而下，
嘀嗒~嘀嗒~ 的打在草原上。。

他~
望着草顶上的风铃，
轻轻地摇曳那风铃。。

风铃~
叮当~叮当~ 的随着摇曳而响，
显出心灵的寂寞。。

雨~
响应了他的心灵，
开始停了下来。
阳光慢慢地普照出来，
雨后的草原，
显得更有生命力。。

雨后，
水珠一滴一滴的从草顶滴下，
照出色彩的颜色。。

他，
跑出了草屋，
到宽阔的草原。。

雨后的天高空，
随着阳光的普照，
照出一片七彩天桥。。

彩~
随着毛毛的细雨，
在光线下形成了七色彩虹。。

他~
望着哪七彩的天桥，
欢乐的笑了起来，
带出内心的童真。。

这时~
一个温暖的手，
在他的身旁出现。
牵着他的小手，
慢慢的走向村庄，
消失在草屋前。。

那感人的画面，
深深的刻在草墙上，
留下深深的记忆，
随着时光飘逸。。

星航记- ~28/6/08 日记~

星期六（28/6/08）

今天，和庭渊及思聪约好到 MBO 去看电影，本来想看 “ The Happening ”，但只有 12pm 一场，来不及看。只好看 The Incredible Hulk和 Get Smart。这是续上个 Semester 放假以来第二次连续看两部电影。



虽然　The Hulk 已经上映很久，到今天才有时间看。比起以前的 The Hulk，这一部好看很多。打斗的场面也蛮多，也有点搞笑成份。但最废的是到 Ending 时，竟然跑出　Iron Man 主角。


　　另外，我们也看了　Ｇｅｔ　Ｓｍａｒｔ，　刚上映不久。这部戏是关于　Ａｇｅｎｔ的搞笑故事，一开场到尾一直笑到不停。一部不错看的电影,值得一看。

最近，太多精彩的电影逐步逐步的上映，太多了。有几部电影还蛮期待的。





另外还有一部期待最久的戏- JURSSIC PARK IV



兰片一个 ————〉



好了，夜了，不写了。很累~ 晚安！

星航记- New Semester..

Huh, after so long.. finally can online.. Long time dind update my blog d... 1st is lazy lo, then another things is until now i justy can online lo..

Haiz.. Tm really sux.. after changing the address for my phone line and streamyx address.. the stramyx cannot be connected until last friday.. totally 1 month.. SUX..Somemore after can use the connection, the line is very lag and course my msn very dificcult to sign in.. until this 2 days is more stable.. may be my housemates not using gua.. haiz.. what ever la.. as long as i can use it enought..

Last week already start my new semester journey.. every things is new for me course every subjects is from FBL subjects.. i have to start my new life as i change my course to FBL.. the subject is much easy for me to catch up although my real interest is not there.. but how to do.. " 人在科室，身不由己".

However, i hope every thing will be find now and wont like last time during FET.. i hope after changing course will change my life more better compare to last time..

Early of this sem, spending a lot becourse of moving new house.. the house every thing dont have, have to buy myself.. haiz.. what a poor house.. becouse of that.. i have to force myself to open and account book to record what i have spend along the semester so that i know where i spend and easy to remember..

This few days also spend a lot.. thursday go celebrate 1 of my friend birthday.. go eat baba food and sing k at GOGO KTV.. the next days go to konker with housemate and friends and saturday go to MP.. huh.. this 3 days already spend me about RM100.. really tak tahan.. getting poorer and poorer.. now every time have to control myself not to buy things when go out... course i need money to do my new spec and paid streamyx bill. Haiz.. azazazaz.. who can lend me money.. T.T

Another headache thing is my PLKN problems.. the letter come again and asking me to go for training..but i still study and no suitable time to attend.. this course me very busy with it as i have to weite a latter, find prove statement to show i still study and have to chop again.. haizz. monday sure i will very busy with it de.. Feel fade up with it course every year have to do the same things.. another problems is when i go attend the training i might the olders trainer in the camp.. really will feel shame and uncomfortable that time.. Dono what should do...

Ok la, until here i write la, dono wanno to write what also.. Wish every things will be find for my new journeys..

星航记- 般新家

今天，是我最后一晚睡在这间家（BB3, No50)。因为租金超贵的关系，必不得已要搬。今天，花了整个下午的时间来搬家。真的非常的累。

这间家除了有饭桌，几张椅子，烂冰箱和烂洗衣机外，什么都没有了。必不得以还要花整5百多来买家私。这间家也是昨天临时临急才找到的。一整间家Rm580。离（BB3,No50) 不远罢了，干好就在秋燕家对面。

其实，之前找到一间在Emas 5，778-F, 一个叫miss tan 的屋子。但那屋主令我非常的生气。之前，我们问她时，她答应 Rm650 包家私租给我们。但是后来，她却反悔，有些东西叫我们自己出钱买。另外，我要求装修一些已经坏的地方，她却不料了事，态度令人反感。

令我更加生气的事，竟然等到昨天我们准备要搬进去时，朋友对我说哪屋主要加租金。。借口- 冰箱买新的。妈的！！竟然这样，当初就不应该答应我们Rm650 包家私。现在竟然说家私新的要加钱到 RM750。什么鸟东西都没有，还要我们自己出钱买这个那个，竟然还要租Rm750。

过后，我朋友又找到一间家。就是秋燕对面对那间新家。Rm580一间，但是房间什么都没有。本来我很不愿意租下来的，但是另外两个朋友说很便宜，家私可以自己买。想了想之后，已经很懒惰再找屋子，只好租了下来。不想住的原因是应为如果要买家私，已经超出了我的预算很多。而且和旧家差不远，只是前面几间罢了，上下课照旧要走很远。加上strmyx 哪儿也要花很多钱。本来电话线和stremyx已经安装好可以用了。但是因为要换屋子，就必须换地址，现在又要等1个礼拜时间，在加上刚好我要回了，按装又要拖多一个礼拜。到开学可能还用不到，很麻烦。

另外，我应该也算破纪录了吧。2天前stremyx 才安装好，隔天就跑到 TM Point 哪儿换地址。Geng！！

另外，提醒MMU的学生，如果要租 778-F, Emas 5，Miss Tan 的屋子请问清楚。小心受骗，她很容易就烦悔。我们也因为担心在租的期间她又不懂会耍什么花招，所以才决定另外在找屋子。但万万没想到，他竟然很爽快地接受我们的决定。。一点要我们留下来的心都没有。。我的朋友正怀疑她正玩着“价高者得”的把戏。朋友们，如果你们要住就要小心咯 ^^lll

星航记- 严重拉肚子@.@

最近，不知吃错了什么鸟东西，搞到我肚子不舒服。死命上厕所做巧克力蛋糕。不，因该说是做 Kary 汁吧。。

从昨天早上就开始拉肚子了。。早上就拉了4次。中午，吃了一些protin和泻药，会比较好点。但下午从朋友那也回来后，又拉了一回。搞到我整个人没胃口。晚上回来又在拉了一回。

今天早上，比昨天更惨。到现在已经拉了5-6回。妈的，几时才会好啊！！我不想睡在厕所。在这样下去我可能还会拉到脱水。

好了，不多说了，又想拉了 T.T.... @.@

星航记- 失眠

最近，好像患上了失眠症。不知为什么，常常无法入睡。

每次真正入睡时，都必须躺在床上，翻滚几个小时。

昨晚也是一样，从1点多躺倒近4点才睡。（又爬起来看时间）

我也不知道为什么。从一上大学就开始这样了，但最近会比较难入睡，尤其开着电脑。辐射的影响下更难入睡（看报道的，试验证明）。

我很佩服一些人，一躺下去不到1分钟就已经咕噜咕噜的睡着了。吵也吵不醒。

我也很想这样，但不能。每次躺在床上，脑子就会开始想有没有的东西。

另外，我也很容易被吵醒。这也是失眠症的因素之一。

有时，当我还没完完全全入睡时，有人偷偷摸摸的站在我旁边我也会知道。只是有时懒得起来揭发，因为以起来，又会很难在入睡。

有失眠症的人，应该都懂想睡又睡不着的痛苦，干扰正常的睡眠时间，和日常脑袋运作。

我也不知道为什么会患上失眠症。每次都必须躺在床上1-2个小时才能入睡。不管几点睡都好，每次都重复同样的节奏。

脑啊脑。。为什么该运作时你不运作，该休息时你却不想停。。为什么要让我失眠。。我好累啊。。却又睡不着。。


~好累~好累~

星航记- 我的几分钟烂鬼威水史

一个semester又要完了，房间的合约也要结束了。最近也为了这事情而烦。正在考虑要搬或不搬。
因为 roomate 想要单人房的关系，所以决定要搬到同屋主另外一间屋子。因为这样，我也有机会想把我现在住着的房间成为单人房。
但，也应这样我的房租也必须提高比现在的房租近一倍，这却加重了我的负担。 我的房间是 RM300（以前不懂事，被砍了一刀），两个人 share。所以一个人必须给 150 房租。我的房间的空位， 给一个人住，位子还算刚好，但两个人就会窄到只剩一个小路可以走。只是好在我房间有厕所，较方便。
也因为第三学期快完，所以到很多屋子都贴上房间出租的牌子。刚好现有屋主其他屋子有空房，所以 roomate 就决定搬去另一间屋子，拿 single room。也就这样，我向屋主讨把现有房间成为 single room。 我已经想找 single room 很久了，所以就趁这机会。
但，我也不知屋主是钱不够用，还是闲钱不过多，竟然要 charge 我房租 RM280。还要另加2个月的 deposit RM260，加上之前给的 RM300 deposit 总共 RM560。太重本了，他怎样也不肯减。所以在没办法之下只好暂时答应。
刚好在这时候，朋友问我要不要和他们一起搬家，这时我也犹豫了起来，要搬或不搬。因为实在太贵了，长痛不如短痛，所以决定博下运气和他们去找屋子。 因为我们还无法确定能找到一间空屋子。
我们有问了一间，同一条路的，离我现在的住家前面很多。但很不幸的是，那间屋子是已经荒废近3年租不出去的屋子。再加上整个屋子的 condition 有很差。大大打击了我的希望，也让我更加犹豫是否要搬家。
虽然如此，我们还是 call 了那间家的屋主。问她价钱，和看她是否有意将那间屋之重新打理好来。但最终还是失败了，哪 aunty 要租我们 165， 但又不愿意把那间屋子搞好来。哪 aunty 还有点骄傲，不想 provide 我们新的家具，加上那些家具已经没用了近3年，感觉已经不能再用了。如果不能用，我们自己需要出钱买。这更本就太贵了，不划算。加上又有白蚂蚁问题，所以在三考虑过后，只好放弃。
过后，我们看到一间空屋（其实前天已经看到了），打了很多次却没人听。过后从朋友阿姨口中得知是她的朋友的家。原来哪屋主带他的妈妈去见眼科医生，所以很难联络。 就因为这样，短暂的烂鬼威水史来了。
我和我2位朋友，加上他们的阿姨4人跑到 Pantai 医院找那个人。刚好朋友的阿姨是那里的护士，所以很容易找到。WOW !!! 我们竟然在 Pantai 医院眼专科部门哪儿谈起租屋的条件和价钱。很多人都在看我们。。lol。
但希望还是破灭了，他一开口就要8-9百。因为认识阿姨的关系，他说还可商量，但已跑不了RM700 以上。再加上他有一个很特别的条件，那就是，他要我们确保那屋子清洁，和会做突击检查在清洁方面。什么道理啊？？？
过后因为太贵的关系，所以还是打算另外在找。就这样，我们也结束了这烂鬼交易，而且还在医院这种地方谈。
就这样我们回到了 bukit beruang 在找，幸运的有在问到另一间。 Miss Tan的。她有2间，是刚从别人手上买下来的。看完2间后，经过一番的考虑和要求，我们终于决定租下第一间看的。因为那间比较接近我们的要求，所以勉强接受了。
最终还是松了口气，找了那么久终于找到一间较接近我们口味的屋子。现在只是等她 renovation 好那间屋子就可以搬进去了^^。
如果不是现在屋主算我房租那么贵，我也不会想搬，可惜逼不得以。价逼我搬，我不得不搬。再加上这间屋子离学校很远，RM280真是谈不来，没划算。而且房租加水电费和 stremxy，至少都要RM350 以上。花在别人的口袋，到不如进我的肚子里。
不过，最终还是要谢谢我2位朋友的阿姨拉，那么的够义气帮我们，还载我们上上下下找屋子。加上还把我当是她的侄儿一份子来看待，还请我喝唐水，有够情切。真是万分的感激和谢谢 T.T....谢谢你帮了我们那么大的忙。。谢谢。。
好啦，不多说了。希望一切顺利。现在剩下现在的屋主了，要想办法退了这里的房间。现在只是剩下时间上的问题了。

星航记- My Cyber P

After a week preparation, there come my cyber p business project on this monday(7/4/08). This project really waste us a lot of time althought it's not really an importance subject..Its make us all feel very tired and busy. Somemore we have to due on our midterm, assignment and other meetings.. really an heavy weeks for u

This project is an assignment of cyberpreniershi subject. We have to form a group consist of 10 ppl and we have to our business at president square. Before that business start.. we have to think of what we want to sell and write a business plan. After finish our business for 3 days, we still have to write a report on our business profit.. really "ma fan".

In this project, my stall name is GB9+1 an is stall 49.. Really "soi". Draw the stall until so backward. My group consist of 10 ppls- me, jacky, raymon, sing yi, vincent, ah fei, chin wong, keat siong, ah lung and you cheng(forget the name). Then our stall sells beehun, mee goreng, fried rice, herbal tea, honeydew sago dringk on the first day. But on 2nd day we change fried and mee goreng to nasi lemak and maggie goreng. On the drinks, we plus cincao and "li dou suan"(dono what is the name in english).. Oh ya, we also sell candy in a pack also.

At our stall, there is a tall and big wind mill as a sign of our stall. The propose is to attract ppl and let ppl to know where is our stall from far(actually no use +.+ Only usefull for decoration marks.).

On this 3 days, we really try hard to push our business bcos there are many stall at there. There is around 60 stalls at president square. U can imagine how hard is it to business in such many stalls at one place. Somemore got some stalls are selling almost the same things. Somemore the weather is really very hot at there... @.@

However, we all really "dulan" whith the management teams. They all really SUCK. Only know to collect moneys from us. The camp is hot, no powercity on the 1st day and second day the power supply also keep broken.. luckly we dind sell things that nees power supply.. my friends sell waffer.. cos then earn less bcos of that.

Okla, just write until here la.. Really happy to work with my groups member.. U ALL ARe THE BEST. Hope to work with u all again... ^^

星航记- Meet with a fack monk

Huh, this pass few weeks really my busy weeks.. Midterm and assignment.. Now finally finish my midterm, but still got some assignment have to be done.. really feel very tired of it.. some more still got cyber p on next week (7-9/0408).

Yesterday(friday-4/4/08), i with keat siong go to MP to find candy packet for my cyber p project. After cant manage to find it at mp, then we decided to go jonker.. cos heard there got sell this kind of plastic bag.

When reach there, ask we dono where the shop is, then we slow slow find lo.. Diu, mana tau.. got a fack monk suddenly show out in front of me and block my way (mayb i look small size for him guo). He suudenly block my way and force me to accept the "guan Yin" card from him. Sure i know he is a fack monk la, i keep refuse his card and want to pass back to him. Mana tau " 一山还有一山高", he catch my left hand and take a "佛珠" and put on my hand. Walau, this time really "dai wok" d. i keep refuse, but he keep forcing me to accept.. he said can change my luck and protect me and give me luck in exam.. What the fuck, sure i dont belive. I keep refuse again but he still intend want me to accept it.. Diu, think in my mind, if i dont want to accept it sure i cannot loose myself from him de wow.

So, in order not to waste any time from that again, bo pian lo..have to "宁愿上当". After i accept the "fo zhu" and the "guan yin" card, then i saw him take out a recipt book.. zZzz. He said just for donation.. walau, that monk tactic really "yi liu". Bo pian, really dont want him to kacau me, so guai guai donate lo.

Unfortunately, i dont have small chage. then pass a RM 50 for him to change.. I said i only gv RM10, he said ok. When he change back money to me, he only give me Rm30, he tell me to give more. Walau, what the fuck, i really want to hit him liao la. But as the road got many ppl then i just forget what i want to do.. i really feel dulan and just let him to take the 20 ringgit.. I really dont want to waste any more time "jiu chang" with him, plus the wether is very hot yesterday. So, "gam sam" kena cheated by him..

After release from him.. i continue my journey with keat siong to go find the plastic bag shop.. the shop is near a big tamper there. Lucky we manage to find it in such a hot wether. I ask the boss on the kind of candy pack. Wow, only left one packet there, so luckly still got one.. izzit the "fo zhu" help us.. I dont think so gua. Then we purchase the plastic pack and some 饭盒.

After that, we go popular book shop at jj, want to find some thng that cant ikat on the candy packet but fail to find it. So we go back bb and finally find it at BB enterprice shop.. Huh, finilly finish purchace all the things we want. Really waste me a lot of time yesterday.. especially the damd fack monk.. Dont ever let me saw him again, or else i sure will " kim yat chi, da yat chi".

At night, i receive a msg from break station Boss son, Jeff. He have is wedding on this coming monday and want to invite me to attend his wedding and ask for my full name...

Wow, since when i become so "famos" arr, break staion Boss want to invite me for the wedding??? Hahaha, really a sudden for me. Never thought will get an invitation like tat, cos i not so close with him de. I only know him one year before during i organize an event.

Are there really the effect of that "fo Zhu"?? i really dont want to think tat is real. Bring luck to me and chage my luck. I really dont want to belive it.. or is tat just only "刚巧". Haiz, wat ever is it, better dont belive this kind of thing too much... Mayb yesterday my luck different a bit..

However, next time better becaful with such kind of thing, if see a monk must fast fast "zhao lou", or else will like yesterday kena block and cannot release myself from that fucker monk... Some time not a person is stupid kena cheated by ppl, sometime is really dont want to waste time on such kind of things, somemore u dono wat will havven if u force yourself to reject it.. What ever la, just make is as mu unlucky time for tat situation la...

星航记- ~很多的为什么~

昨晚，刚上床睡觉不久，脑子忽然跑出来了一大堆矛盾又白痴的问题。。问题是这样的。。。。。

为什么会有所谓的“世界”，为什么我会在这世界上出现?
为什么我会在这世界，我从哪里来，过后又会去哪里？
什么是世界？什么是人生？什么是命运？
为什么只能在视界里看到自己的世界，却看不到其他人的眼里的世界?
为什么这人生就像一个陌生的生舞台剧，好像感觉自己站在世界的舞台剧情里?
为什么感觉自己常常会感觉自己是这世界的主角，而旁人就好像是在你世界里的配角?
什么是人生，为什么每个人都有自己的人生？
为什么每个人都有不同的人生，就好像在演戏？
为什么一些人聪明，我就是那么的笨？
为什么其他人的智商那么高，而我就那么的低？
为什么其他人能灵活变通，而我却不能？
为什么别人能那么勤力，而我却常偷懒?
为什么这世界上有不同的性格，样貌，背景和命运，每个人生下来都不是一样的吗？
为什么会有命运，什么是命运，我的命运会是如何？
为什么其他人的命运那么好，而我就是那么差？
为什么其他人能容易高兴，满足，而我却不能？
为什么我的要求就是那么的高，但却无法理解自己所须要的要求？
为什么人家背景那么好，而却什么都不是？
为什么一些人什么都有，有些什么都没有，而我却不是？
为什么有些人敢做，敢爱，敢恨，敢骗：而我却不能（除了敢骗:p)？
为什么人在这世界上会有那么多的挫折，却换不到自己所希望的？
为什么人生在世要如此的辛苦，悲哀，烦恼？
为什么一个人常常会觉得自己很傻，感到很白痴？
为什么会有所谓的世界，所谓的人生，所谓的命运？


为什么人会常常自问自己为什么。。。。。

星航记- Cyber-KL trips

15/3/08 (saturday)

As already planning for certain time, i have decided to go cyber during this midterm break to find my old housemate during staying at EP, Ah Guan. So i invite my housemate ting yuan to go with me..we depart from melacca central on 10.30 in the morning.

During at melacca central, i saw manfred and soo yii. Both are going to genting (only 2 person???? Hehe, sure senyap senyap go pak tuo lo). After that, i also meet with Ah Jock, he is waiting for JJ to get take his former shirt. Jj is going to genting with his friend but there is staying at KL for 1 night 1st, he dono manfred and soo yii got go genting. Hehe, that mean they 2 really go senyap senyap by own lo.. hahaha.

We take tranasional bus to Pudu.. Shit la, the bus looks really old.. the sit is not comfortable at all. But at least can reach Pudu without anything happen. We reach at pudu around 12.50pm. When reach there, we call Ah guan and trying to persuade him to come find us. (we really puki, at 1st is calling him and wait him up in the morning. Now call him to meet us. Haha)

After a few time of persuading, he finally agreed to meet us, so we decide to meet at Kl central.. at Pudu, we also meet with Benerd, he is also one of my ex-housemate during at ep.. roommate of ah guan also. He is going back to hometown.

So, ting yuan and me take lrt from palza rakyat to masjid jamet and take a monorial to kl central.. then meet with ah guan and eat at KFC there..Huh, really very hungry that time. Aft that, we 3 go to louyat and sungai wang for a walk. We saw chang chern with his girfriend at monorial station. At louyat, really many ppl. Quiet difficurt to walk, some more no leng lui to wacth also.. lol. After have a walk in louyat, we go to sungai wang.. Wah, at there baru got many leng lui.. We also saw a very cute girl staying at her own shop. That girl really very cute(small size) and look beautiful also.

After walk for a certain time, we pass throught a cake shop.. there sit with 2 tourists, 1 women and 1 men.. that women really very "kai fan". Her shirt open very wide and we can saw her breast from far.. Huh, we 3 (ham sap lou) really feel like dont want to move our eyeside from there.

After that, we go to ground floor, there got cosplay show, auto show and online game promosion.. Wah, there got more beautiful girls, especially the auto show models. Then, at online games zone, we show a big and cute "patung" wearing by a worker (dono how to discribe that patung in english). Its head is big and cute.. at 1st we want to take a photo with it but since its many ppl so we just miss it.. However, got 1 sceane really make us want to lought, we saw the walker hand dono do what in the "patung" cloth,his action really make us feel that he is "da sui qiang" inside the cloth.. =.='''

After for long time there, we start feelling very boring course we didn't buy things.. So, we decide to take transit go to cyber at last.. at cyber, we take a bus to MMU cyber and back to ah guan house. At his house, i meet with theresa as she is ah guan new housemate.. At firt i dono she is ah guan new housemate and i still plan to meet her during at cyber, but after knowing she is staying there, so no need to find a time to meet d..

At nites, we go eat dinner. We 3 order a set of dinner and that keep us waiting for almost 1 hours.. Huh, really long...after dinner, we go back and play comp game.. then around 11 something, Ah guan friends come to find him, Karen and her boyfriend. Karen really very friendlly and talkertive. I know karen since in cls "zhi xun mei ti gu" but she already forget me, she only know my name from Jing Yang mouth..

16/3/08

The next day, at first i plan to meet with my hometown friend at midvalley but becouse she got co-co at that day, so we cancel to meet.. Ah guan, ting yuan and me go to midvalley by bus.. We plan to watch Jumper but after reach midvalley, we saw many ppl at the cinema.. Haiz, have to cancel the plan also.. so we decide to walk and fool around until 7pm lo.. 3 hours doing nothing at there.. After dinner, we take KTM and change transit at bandar tasik selatan back to cyber.. This is my 1st time take transit and bus to cyber although i have ever go cyber for many times already.

17/3/08

As nothing to do at cyber d, so we decide to go back on monday. Before we go back, we 3 having lunch and a new cafe at cyberia.. its open by a malay but the workers inside is mostly international students. The food is okok lo, nothing speciall. I order fried mee hoon with checken but the kitchen dont have at that time so i change to fried rice with chicken..but when the fried rice come, no chicken come.. zzZZ.. louzy service.. When we pay, we tell the cashior that we only have a normal friend rice and no chicke ad written in the bills.. As the cashior is international guys, mayb is his 1st day work a there, he looks very blur and he counted less our bill.. as the fried is 4.50 but he only count us 2.50. Haha, we earn it..

After that, me and ting yuan take a bus to putra bus station and take transit then change LRT to Pudu.. When reach Pudu.. Aiyak, we go wrong place already.. pudu raya is not at there.. waste our money niah.. so, bo pian lo, go back to pudu lrt station and take lrt to plaza rakyat.. haha, there is the correct destination.. then we buy a bus ticket for 4.30 m. We reach melacca central around 7pm. Then we 2 go tesco and have a dinner at shaky pizza. I saw stanly and her girfriend at there also.. after that, we go shopping at tesco and go back home around 9pm..

Huh, go back home really tired but home sweet home.. It really a good time at cyber for this 2 days, i really miss the time during at Ep.. me, ting yuan, ah guan, benerd are housemates.. we always fool around with the other during that time and full with loughter and enjoyament.

However, after 1 year at foundation.. only a few left study at melacca, some are continue there study at cyber..the loughter we ever have had gone.. life become bitter and no much meet eith each other already.. only this time have time to go there find ah guan.. Hope next time still got tiem to go there meet them and hope all are there. Miss them all and miss the time we fool around..

星航记- 不如意的开始

开学已有3个礼拜了，但是因开学日期在过年的前一个礼拜多，加上砂砬越和马六甲离很远，所以不想浪费机票钱，自己在放多2个礼拜家，到第三个礼拜才回来上课。

第一天上课就很不如意。在mmls 放 microeconomic 第四个礼拜才开课，便没去上课。但听刚认识的朋友说其实已经开始了，第一chapter已经教完了，那时我已经非常的乱。傍晚上 buisness law 又听不懂。一大堆法律的 example @.@ ~~~

第二天上课，竟然上错 tutorial 班 .. >.<。 原本应该是在 clc3014 的，但却不知脑力问题还是眼睛问题，竟然看成 fser3014。 还白白上了一堂课，里面没错的话应该全是 law student。 那一整个小时令我感到非常大压力。不但和我想象的 tutorial 班不一样外，里面的学生都很 "PRO" @.@。 他们的 tutorial 不想往常我所上的 tutorial 一样。 我所知道的 tutorial 都是做讲师所给的练习，而他们的却是以一份厚厚的法律问题 example，analysis 后在班上讨论，分册和做结论。

因没那份东西，又不熟习法律，只有傻傻的坐着听。那时还不知自己上错班，没名在 attendence 还很有自信的和老师说已经 rigister 这科了。到隔天才发现搞错了。还真是摆了个大乌笼。

第三天没有上课，只有 badminton 一科。也因第一礼拜没来上课，所以不知是在学校上课还是要到离学校附近的球场去。所以就不管三七二十一，便跑到学校去。到班上后，房间一片暗淡，没人。以为来的太早，便等了下来，但迟迟没人来，就发觉不对劲了。立刻跑去和朋友借车到球场去。到时，大家已经开始了。本想进去的，但没穿运动衣和带球拍，只好作罢了。只好等下次去才和老师解释。就这样没了2分。回到家才得知 housemates 也有拿羽球，问了他们后才知道只有在球场上课。埃~算了，下次只好跟他们一起去好了。真倒霉 >.<

到了晚上有甲青生活营开会，整整等了半个小时多他们才开始。加上隔天是情人节，少过一半的人来。这活动一开始就让我感到有点失望了，但当晚的会议更加让我感到失望。可以说简直浪费本人宝贵的时间。感觉参加错活动了。

到了第四天，一切如常。只是在拜三 drop 掉了 engineering soc，所以少上一科。

今天（拜五），因之前 drop 了 eng soc，便应以为然，以为今天就没可了，非常高兴。但下午看了看时间表时，才发现原来早上还有一科- Fundermental of buisness。 啊~又少上2个小时了。擦看 attendence， 已经是红色警告了。但好彩加上今天只是少了4个小时，接下来要小心了。不然就会中 BA。

唉~ 想起来，真不懂自己在搞什么！！做什么都有问题，感到非常的气馁和自气。竟然刚上本身的第一堂科就出了这么多状况。算了，过去只能成为回忆。接下来还有路要走，只好自己"zap sam"。希望接下来一路顺顺利利的继续走下去。这礼拜就算是自找的霉运开年礼运好了 @.@

星航记- 假期日记

很久没写日记了，在家没stremxy用，只好等到回马六甲才写。

5/1/08。。
多数人已经开始放假了，我也一样。那天很早就搭巴士到selangor去参加 yi ling 的生日派对。然后就在隔天乘飞机回砂拉越了。

虽说放假，但真闷呀~ 在家没事做，朋友有还没放假，加上一星期至少5天是雨天。在家不是看电视，就是当司机载妹妹婆婆上上下下，去那里去这里。

最近开了一间新的购物中心。里面的店都是西马著名的服装店，如levis's， esprit， fos 等等。到哪儿本以为有便宜东西，但是看了几间服装店衣服的价钱就没心想要再看了。本想买衣服的，到最后变成是处张望，看美女去了。最后还是挖了皮包，买了一件衣服和两件裤子。

21/1/08
今天感觉很闷，一时心血来潮，独自跑去戏院看 crover field。 本以为是一部很不错的科幼片。怎知。。。妈的，不好看的。整个银幕都是以videocamp 拍出来的。zzZZ...

23/1/08
今天，代婆婆去参加友人女儿的婚礼。虽然之前去过无数的喜酒，但这次算是当中最豪华的婚礼了。 至少百多座，每人都有一杯红酒，还有的refill。 有钱人果然不一样就是不一样。

不知是不是喝了太多红酒，当晚我一整晚无法入睡，很有精神。大概3点45分在上。家里的电话突然响起，原来是妹妹打来的。说肚子羊水破了，要 baby 了。我听了不知是要高兴还是要气馁， 那么年轻就要被人家叫叔叔了， 最小的妹妹才小学5年级罢了 @.@。

隔天一早便载妈妈到中央医院去。Walao， 早上4点多到医院，竟然要等到中午才接生。更糟糕的事，妹妹生完 baby 婴袋没出来。 医院竟然不管，丢我妹妹在一旁。等到傍晚6点多，才被推进手术室动手术。加上 parking 车都够烦了，医院还烦上加烦。

新年前。。
妹妹和 baby 出院了，在家里做月。每天早上不是被狗吵醒，就是被 baby 吵醒。还我无法在雨天多睡。

新年间
爸爸和婆婆不知在搞什么的，2人竟然玩对立。搞得我们都被夹在中间，不知是好。一个是爱埋怨的婆婆，一个是罗嗦，有他说没你说的爸爸，令我感到很烦。

今年的新年显得比去年逊色很多，经济不景气的关系吧。以前还没过年前一个月就开始放炮和烟花，放个不停。而今年却静了很多。

10/2/08
今天要回马六甲了，11.05a.m. 的飞机。今天机场也非常的爆满，每个人都结束了新年假期，明天就要开工上课了。今天的机票也几乎买完，而我的也是以贵的价钱才挖到的。到了机场，check-in counter 已经排的大长龙。等了半个小时多才轮到我， 那时已经快来不及了，加上还有登记，差点就来不及上飞机。

这次是第二次乘 A330-300 型飞机，一排8个位置，大概有400多的位置，几乎满完。到了KL，便买了张德士车票回马六甲。过了 tol 大概没多久，就看见反方向开始塞车，塞车至少长有50公里以上吧（绝对不是在吹水）。

大概，3点到家。收拾完后，便呆在电脑前。Ting Yuan 近天也回来了，和我一样，skip 了一个礼拜课。晚上，我和他的家人到 JJ 吃晚餐。顺便买了一些家用品。本想看手表的可是不好意识耽误人家的时间，只好作罢，下次又时间再去看。

好了，就写到这里。晚安~

星航记-圣诞节前夕

24/12/07

圣诞前夕，我和几位朋友约好到 KL bukit bintang 去倒数和庆祝圣诞节。人数总共有9个人- 有我，伦强，庭毅，vanice，薈微，国武，ah doi，ah doi 朋友和阿宝。

当天我们大概3点左右从2辆车马六甲出发。在路途中天不做美，开始下起雨来。在半路还遇还遇到有人车祸，马路上都是车子的碎片。大概开了一小时半的车程后，我们终于到了 KL 的 Tol，那时候大概接近5点了。付完钱后，我们便到附近的油站停下，刚好里面有快餐店，我们大伙儿便到里面去商讨要到哪里放车。过后便决定到 city time square 哪去，于停后我们便马上出发。

在不大情楚路段的情况下，我们越行驶越远，始终都还没到 time square。在我印象中，从Tol 到 time square 距离不远。但我们却行驶了1个小时，绕了一个大圈。到了time square 大概是7点多7左右。找到车位后，我们便到里面逛逛，顺便吃麦晚餐。



大概走了一阵子，我们决定到其中一家日本餐厅吃晚餐。看完menu后，我们便开始点各自喜欢的日餐。过了半小时，晚餐终于上座了，但我的却是最后一盘到，大家都快要吃完了，等到我肚子都饿扁了。 吃完后，看见 ah doi 比我慢吃完，本想笑他的，但自己却不懂怎样啃到，咳得我半死，连话都说不出来。




吃完后，大家便随意到处逛逛，过了一阵子，伦强便建议戴圣诞帽。但我们带了一下子便脱下来了 @.@~。



大概9点多10点左右，戴上圣诞帽后我们便走出time square，四处走走看看，然后便走到 bukit bintang 附近，还遇到少轩，少毅，微微和其他人。到了 bukit bintang 哪儿，场面已经开始慢慢的热闹起来了，尤其外国人，各个都很High。走到一半，开始有人spray我们圣诞泡沫了。在手无寸铁的情况下，大家都忍不住买了一包泡沫spray，一包有3罐。 但却不是很好 kuality 的，喷不大有东西。有了‘武器’后，我们便不怕有人spray我们了，已被喷，就可以以牙还牙，喷回去。嘻嘻，还喷得蛮过瘾的。但是我没象2年，在新加玻那么癫。那时，我们拼命买圣诞泡沫spray人。这次因最近花太多钱，所以不刚买多。玩玩就算了。



过后，我们到会去舞台哪儿，和少轩，微微，凌嵩他们会合。但大门没想到我们以约好喷他们泡沫。丽莹，微微被我们喷得满头都是。有些人一早知道了我们的好事， 跑的大老远，但还是逃不掉我们的魔掌。。。真是过瘾。。哈哈哈。

休息了一下子，我们便拍了几张照留念。过后少轩，微微很其他人便回去他们得旅馆去了。只有凌嵩留下来和我们一起。我们讨论过后决定开车回马六甲，那时候大概接近2点了。



回到time square时，倒霉的事情发生了。Parking Card 竟然给我弄丢了。。。haiz。。 +.+'''。我们比不得以要赔了35零吉。真是亏大本了。。

出了 KL Tol 后，大家肚子都很饿，便到附近的快长点下脚。大概凌晨3点重新开车回马六甲。回到大概是4点多左右了，快到5点了。回到家，清洗完后，不久头发干了便倒下去睡了。。

这次圣诞虽然只是到附近的州属，但却玩的还蛮开心的。希望下吃还能有机会和朋友们去庆祝或什么的。还真的要谢谢伦强没忘了约我。谢谢咯^-^

星航记-圣诞 Party

25/12/07

这一天，是圣诞节。当天早上刚从 KL 回来。才睡了大概5个小时就醒了。但整个下午都很累。

到了晚上，便到ah foo家去庆祝圣诞节。在他家开了圣诞party，谢谢他和李峰借出他们家搞这派对啦。当晚的食物也蛮多，我们除了烧烤之外，也有火锅。两样同时进行。

到了哪儿，我便帮忙李峰起火。大概8点左右，人来齐后，大家便开始收忙脚乱的烧烤起来，想必大家都饿癫了吧（其中一个是我，不好意思）。虽然最近忽然咳嗽得很厉害，但还是不管。自己考了一大盘，然后慢慢的享用。爽！！！！吃完烧烤过后，便跑去拿了一碗火锅，但不多东西。吃完后，便和其他人吹水。素雯那时非常的high，她的一句 “高潮” 让我们哭笑不得。

过后，大家大致上都吃饱了，刚好我们当晚也要和惠淇庆祝她的生日。庆祝完后，便进入当晚的最高潮，那就是派礼物。当晚的礼物很多，堆满了整个座子。我也带了很多礼物去，那也是我一生中看过和包过最多的。

Ah Foo也准备了所有人的名字，然我们每个人抽，抽到谁人，就拿他们的礼物。这ideal还蛮不错啦，但那一些要把礼物送给自己喜欢的人在这情况下就累了。因为大家都没料到是这样给礼物。。哈哈。而我呢，却拿到惠淇的礼物，是一盒Rocky饼。我不晓得她打算送给谁，但还是要一句谢谢啦。

当晚，一些人的礼物都很有意思，有些却Lam到冉大家佩服。如洗衣粉，洗衣刷，儿童童话故事，A4 paper。最好笑的就是文豪的礼物。他竟然卖了2包包装流连当作圣诞礼物。大家都笑到傻眼，佩服佩服。

过后，大家也不忘拍了几张全体照做留念。1点左右便乘ah jock的车回家了。